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sweet owner Tinkerbell! Wishlist; I wish i could have a changed everything impossible into possible with my magic! I hope that my relationship with my boyfriend will be always steady until the special day! I always love you my boyfriend Created by ♥
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Long time didn't been update blog. Because i'm being busy with study. Well there a question keep bugging me all the time, it is really annoying me. My question is How i should change my life be the better and how i should built up my future?
Well, now my mood is really hard to explain it while typing blog. My mom had admitted to hospital for spinal extra growth and it's need to remove by surgery tomorrow. And my boyfriend, he's being moody because of some personal matters, and me. My fucking hearing aid of controller button is broken, and it need to repair otherwise i can't hear.
Chinese New Year is coming soon. Why there a lot of things happening in my life. Why always is me. I have not enough strength to move on. It's so hard for me being alone to face it. I know i'm lucky that i have a very nice boyfriend, i know he had helped me a lot. But i'm feel so bad because given my boyfriend a lot of trouble. I'm so troublesome bitch. Sorry my boyfriend.
I do love you a lot. But there a lot of things we need to face it in the future, i'm so afraid that you wouldn't willing together with me after you had a lot of troubles had been through your life. But now, i promise that i willing share anything with you, and always be there for you and i also will try to be the best girlfriend ever in your whole life. I love you because there have a lot of reason that make me love you. I will tell you about it later.
Nights.
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